Thread:Huntyx/@comment-28583662-20160530203808

this is Fayt,

im starting to think that these forums were only set up as a cruel joke to mock bannished players nobody has reponded to anything i've said except for other people who are banned people who probably deserve this but i DONT i put 100% time into playing this game not once did i ever do anything i thought was against the rules anytime i was playing my laptop was always right next to me and the only thing i ever did was play with a video game controller i used it because my trackpad on my laptop isnt great and the controller helped me out alot since i dont have a mouse either in the last moments i spent playing pokemon-planet i was currently in the middle of playing videos games with my girlfriend while i had my laptop right next to me while at the same time i was slightly focus on those new legendary feathers u need in order to find the new legendary birds that just came out so while playing videos games i would occasionally  look down at my laptop and move a little to get into a few battles then i'd be back watching my tv because i multi task i play videos games and computer games at the same time so durring all of this i was offered a battle by HUNTY he wanted to battle me i wasnt sure why all i notced was he had level 100 pokemon and my highest was only 82 so i didnt think i could stand a chance to him so i declinded the fight with him because i was super busy already doing 2 things at once and i didnt really have the time next thing u know im bannished from playing pokemon and i couldnt understand why its calling me a BOTTER on the screen when i try to log in and its saying thats why i cant play anymore i hate botters they make me super mad a lot of games i play have been ruined by botters so my anger for them has no limits i cant stand them so much. A Hypothetical if some1 handed me a remote with a button that would kill all botters in the intire world i wouldnt hesitate to push that botton thats how much i hate botters aside from that they ruin games another game i play which used to be fun is now way over ran by botters i often find my self reporting them for long periods of time just because there is an option to report them. and now when i found comfort in this pokemon game with the friends i've been making the time i spent training my pokemon and clan mates i have been growing closer to i find my self ultra depressed now, so depressed when i wake up now that i cant log in anymore i used to like waking up and making a morning pot of coffee then signing in to say hello to my bros ikthys777 or Ishtak, ikthys and i came up with a clan together we decided to go with the name Remnants of Chaotic Conspiracy i loved the name and its shorter abbreviation ROCC i even wanted us to be a professional clan so i went as far as making alot of rules up and i saved them on my computer so i could read them out to all new clan recruits. I was getting so into this game having tons and tons of fun so now that im sitting here been trying to log in every few minutes to see if the ban has been lifted i find y self falling into a deep depression it feels like my life is ending in a way because i have grown so attached to this game and the friends i made so to have it all just ripped away from me hurts, its hurts so bad like i cant even explain, a way to describe it is i might as well have been hacked and had some1 release all of my pokemon i've spent months on training thats what it feels like, like i have been hacked...i hate this feeling it makes me feel really bad that i even spent all this time playing to have it all ripped from me like i dont matter to any1 like im just some worthless piece of trash thats the feeling i get from all of this and i dont find it too be fair in anyway. if using a controller to play or choosing not to fight HUNTY would have gotten me in all of this i would have never used the stupid thing i had no idea my controller made me look like a botter or my choice to not fight Hunty was such bad choice if i had known i would have done everything differently for one i wouldnt have ever touched my controller to play pokemon if i knew this or if i could go back in time i would have faught hunty and never touched a controller to play, i had no idea any of that would have landed me in this horrible situation i need some kind of ansers some1 who is listening some1 who isnt another banned player i would love another chance to play again i feel like i deserve another chance a chance to show you or any1 that i will never play with a controller again and i will fight HUNTY next time if that would have changed the outcome i just wish i had another chance ...please give me another chance this feeling is soo awful i would never do anything that may put me here again i jsut wish some1 could hear this the only people i feel like even read these posts are other banned people so i cant explain to any1 my situation i just wish to be heard and i wish to be giving another chance i LOVE this pokemon game more then anything pokemon related so to not be able to play anymore hurts beyond any form of pain i have ever felt befor, and i know a great deal of pain when i see it i felt some really crazy pain befor, at 8 years old i was sleeping in my moms truck when an 18 wheeler semi truck ran a stop sign and slamed into the side of the truck i was sleeping on i woke up and noticed every1 was in a panic my mom was saying we all need to get out of the truck when i realized i was stuck i told my mom i couldnt get out, thats when i looked down at my leg and noticed the large bone in my leg was sticking out i could see my blood any bones and i noticed it looked like my leg was hardly attached anymore but by some skin and that image is forever burned into my mind the fire fighters had to use a chain saw to cut the roof of my moms truck just to get me out and then i was air lifted to the hospital by a helicopter i've had over 13 surgeries done on my leg and that whole ordeal doesn't even come close to the feeling i get not being able to log back in anymore so i beg you to please give me another chance i will never do anything again that may get me banned i learned my lesson i wont use my controller ever again please just give me another chance i check every time im on my computer hoping and praying i will be able to log in, but i find my self getting really depressed each time it says i cant this feeling is really awful and i wouldnt wish this on any1 please give me another chance i beg of you please hear me out and give me 1 chance to proove i deserve another chance to play again...

much love, Fayt 